take me with you please.
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
i think i'm having mood swings.
but i'm not too sure either.
i dun deny, i'm still feeling very unhappy over wat happened. but whatever it is, it's over. i noe i cant possibly keep ranting on and on abt it cuz it will be totally meaningless. besides, i cant turn back time. though i wish i could.
i'm juz gona say, to e person who's involved, i'm very disappointed in u.
really.
u may take it as a trivial matter but i think likewise.
so yeahs. it's ur own problem now.
oh wells, putting those aside, i had a relatively fun day at skul today. my cheeks really hurt frm all e luffing. me and dearie pris TAN TAN talked thruout chinese klas. sumhow, we talked abt smells. scents. of guys we noe. haha golly we really luffed like shit. and i really couldnt take it in cuz it was juz unbelievable. wells maybe she has an ultra sensitive nose but i duno. ooh and she kept me so amused when she tried sniffing jin kiat w/o him noeing.
i broached e subject to xunny and driel afta tat. couldnt get definite answers out of them, and i ended up luffing again.
but yeahs anyways, thanks pee. =)
physics was fun too. gohleefang was really lame, and she kept e whole klas so amused and hyped up w all her 'blurness'. and yeahs she blushed so much, she reminded me of dear fang fang. =)
4.25p.m. now.
gona start studying lata. wells hopefully i succeed.
past few days i've been fairly disappointed in myself. evrytym i try to study and get some work done, i procrastinate and end up getting none done at all. i lack e discipline and e determination to do productive studying even fer 1 hr.
i took 3-4 days juz to study ss fer e mid-yrs, and i only finished in klas today. and counting down t e days where e actual exam wk starts, i only hav 7 days.
to complete my geog, physics, chem, e maths and hist.
that's abt one subject a day. and i dun even noe how i'm gona manage it.
i regret not studying earlier. seriously seriously regret. i've began to experience e consequences that awaited me.
how i'm gona study, i duno. maybe i shld juz start burying my head into books and juz take in all tat i could. sigh.
off t take a short nap, den to study hist lata.
i hope i dun overslp.
i hope i can finish AT LEAST half of wat i'm supposed t study.
so yeahs. wish me gd luck.
tc evryone.
love,
vianny.
1:03 AM