Saturday, February 05, 2005
hiaz...i'm like...not feeling gd at all now...juz read hui qin's blog...knew at once she was toking abt me...hiaz...i noe she's upset...over all these stuff tt's been happening...but tt doesnt mean tt i'm not standing by her...she keeps thinking tt i dun care abt wat's been happening...but seriously mann..i do lorr...i reli wanna help u out of all these problems...juz tt...i reli dunno how...i nvr been in such a situation b4 n all i can reli do now is juz 2 comfort u n stuff...i'm not a hypocrite k...yup...u've been dere 4 me wen i'm upset...n i'm reli thankful fer tt...but now...it's e same fer u...i'm here too...it's doesnt mean tt once u hav a problem...i ignore it...no such thing...i'm like...so at a loss now...we juz had a quarrel like a few daes ago n recently we were like ok again...budden now...quarrel again...mann...i'm like..dunno wat 2 do...reli dunno how 2 convince her 2 get 2 my point of view...yup...it's my mistake not 2 tell u earlier...but i tot tt it was like nth 2 do wif e whole case at all...i didnt noe...i noe tt dis whole thing is serious...n i noe how u feel like...i wanna help...but i dunno how...i noe dis whole thing is like totally not fair 2 u at all...wen u nvr did anything wrng...ya...i noe...but...seriously hope tt u will not get angri over dis...it's like...i believe u...frm e start...cuz it's like...i knew u nvr did it...but seriously...i wanna help...i'm not shoving u aside u noe...u given me a lot of chances n now...i'm trying 2 make use of it...juz give me a chance 2 try n help...
well...feeling like...seriously...vari stressed out now...having a bad flu n reli wish tt hui qin will not b angri animore...hiaz...reli dunno wat to do...she refuses to listen to me...can onli pray tt all these will blow over soon...thankz yar kell...fer helping me along all those dificult tyms wif me...i appreciate all tt...yupyup...hq...hope tt u will not get angri animore...it's juz tt i reli dunno wat to do...scared tt is i take a wrng step...it makes things worse...
feeling like ever so sick now...having a bad flu n headache too...dunno whether i can still make it to skool tmr...hiaz...hav to muster up all my courage to face everything tt cums my way...can think animore...
*ViViAN*
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